Vamp Alive

The first breath she took after she had died was painful. A cold, stabbing sensation all along her throat that carefully but surely spread throughout her chest. The second became the gateway to an addiction. She never stopped breathing after that.

Scarlett, or Frida de Sirois as she was known then, had been an actress in the early 1930s. Born to a distant, rigid British aristocrat and one of her Austrian lovers, she had been pampered with culture from an early age. She had someone to watch over her and keep her away from the world outside the doors of their Kensington mansion at all times.

But fate had other plans for her.

Scarlett would never become a Duchess or a Baroness.

A chance encounter with Errol Flynn at a society event had opened her eyes to everything she was missing out on by letting her mother dictate her future. Before meeting that scandalous rogue, who had already left a string of broken hearts throughout the English upper class, she had been happy to let others decide what was right and proper and what was not. He changed all that in a conversation that lasted a heartbeat. Scarlett said goodbye to the comforts of her old life and embarked on an adventure with the Tasmanian devil. After two weeks together, he introduced her to Marc Anthony Reiss, who was already one of the most influential players in Hollywood. He promised to make her a star.

And she would have become, if it hadn't been for Brenner and his faulty Delahaye 135, or so they said. The two were arguing when he swerved to avoid that shadow that had suddenly pounced in front of the car. After the collision with something else, Scarlett passed out, seconds away from death, who already held Brenner in his grips.

“No” The shadow’s frantic voice whispered. “No, not like this, it was never meant to be like this”.

The soft, female voice repeated herself again and again, until –

“Forgive me.”

Had Scarlett been conscious, the pain of the shadow’s fangs ripping through her skin would have been intolerable.

It was as if she had died after all. Her family would not look for her after the disgrace she had threatened to bring upon their name. For all her mother knew, Scarlett was begging on the streets of Hobart after being discarded by that diseased Tasmanian, and for all she cared, the woman who was no longer her daughter could rot there. The Tasmanian had left her too and married that awful French actress. If that wasn’t a sign that she had fallen from grace, then she didn’t know what was. Even the dirty prisoner didn’t want her anymore. She was no longer virtuous, beautiful or noble. She was no longer worthy of her title.

The Hollywood people wouldn’t spend too much time looking for her either. She wasn’t a well-known face yet and other actresses were proving to be ready to take her place in the pictures. Errol would miss her, but he had his hands full, as he always did.

Scarlett put down her empty Starbucks cup. She had finished reading a long review of the latest film about her old lover. It was an “in-depth and explicit” look at the rape allegations that surrounded him. She shook her head. Errol could be persuasive and he was always very charming, but he had a heart of gold. He would have never made anyone do anything against their will, especially not something as intimate as sex. She blushed a little, remembering their time together. No, she thought. He would have never touched those girls like that.

She looked down at her vintage Cartier watch. Time to go. The show would start soon. She quickly checked her hair in the little pocket mirror she always carried around. Everything was still in place: the ends of her straight hair were curled, the red lipstick beautifully seductive on her lips, the shimmery eye shadow and black liner around her eyes playing with the contrast of her cat-like blue eyes. Not a single wrinkle in sight. Scarlett didn’t look a day over 24.

It was the 18^th of May 2014.

The Italian

"What are you thinking about?" Jane asked her. The question she had been waiting for, yet would not answer.
Her mind wandered back to those days in Rome, to the day she met Cesare.

Italians were a lot more easy going than she thought. Yes, this did meant that the level of appreciation bordering on sexual harassment she received walking down the street was higher. But what it also meant was that he had had no problem approaching her in the club, even though she was surrounded by her friends, male and female. He didn't ask whether she was with anyone, whether she was taken, he simply took her hand and introduced himself. This olive-skinned Roman with those piercing blue eyes.
His English wasn't very good and her Italian was average at best. They understood each other by gesticulating, laughing, touching, and not long after, that final first kiss.

The time she had spent in Italy had confirmed that her Nordic looks were not considered particularly beautiful or elegant there. Men would occasionally make a passing comment when she walked by, but they wouldn't stare at her for more than a few seconds. But Cesare didn't seem to notice. He gently poked her freckles and played with her heavy, reddish hair.
"Carota." Carrot, he said, twisting it around his finger.

Italians don't know how to handle rain. She smiled as she remembered teasing him about it: "You're hardly going to melt!" she laughed at him, as Cesare ran to take cover under a terrace of some elaborate political building. A few drops had fallen. In England, this would go unnoticed. In Italy, people raised their umbrellas in defence and shrieked loudly, until they found somewhere that would protect them from the rain.

Of course, they fought like animals. She had never dreamt of becoming one of those women that shouts at her lover in the streets, only to then push him against a wall, slapping and kissing him. The deep, unflinching British social etiquette would never have allowed it. Here, it was a demonstration of mad passion. They fought and loved and desired each other from Piazza Navona to Via Veneto, from the Colosseum to the Castel Sant'Angelo.

She couldn't pronounce half the food they ate together and he tickled her when she called him "pet".

"So are you looking forward to the next time you end up in the Eternal City?" Jane asked her friend.
She smiled.
"Oh yes."